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The tragedy in CT has made a lot of people ask the question of “Why” to not only other people but also to some god. this made me remember a poem I wrote several years ago to a friend, Melissa, on the death of her friend for many years, Joe. Not everything applies, but enough does.
David
TO MELISSA ON THE DEATH OF JOE Joe, a man I did not know. But I wish to God I did. That is, if my God Were in the habit of granting wishes. But He is not. Otherwise Joe would not have died. For no one would have wished him dead, And everyone would have wished him to live. But maybe my God, instead of granting wishes Is involved in more serious matters like “justice”. But what justice is there in the senseless death Of such a unanimously acclaimed “good man” like Joe? Maybe my God, instead of “justice” and “wish fulfillment” Is involved in working out His “Big Plan”. And I’m supposed to learn the “reason” Why the good suffer as do their loved ones. But the more I try to reason these things out, The more I recognize the prevalence of unreasonableness. And if God’s reasonableness is that different than mine, Then events don’t occur because of (God’s) reasons, But rather in spite of them. The fact that some good can come out of anything bad Does not mean that that good was the reason for the bad. When encountered by the reality of severe misfortune, I should not blame a non-wish fulfilling God, Nor should I fault a non-justice serving God, Nor question a God whose reasons are undecipherable. I should rather realize that if there is any God, He does not exist to accept my challenges But to help me – through other people. To help me pursue my own wishes and dreams, And to help me treat others with love and justice, And to help me to find just enough reason in life To keep me in balance between enjoyment and responsibility. With that help, I can encounter misfortune and Rather than demanding to find the good that caused the bad, I am empowered to make something good out of the bad. No guilt. No blame. No insanity. And so Melissa, this is my wish for you: Do not seek for answers from a god, Seek help from others around you to help you now. And may you have no guilt, no blame, and no insanity. David Kimball